KANJI GUIDE
Refined without appearing to try. 優雅 is elegant; 風雅 is tasteful.
崇拝 is worship; 崇高 is sublime — something so far above you that admiration is the only honest response.
The 曼 of 曼荼羅 — mandala. Chosen fifteen hundred years ago to carry a Sanskrit sound, not a meaning. Your name is being written the same way.